It’s like eating sugar the first time after a 30 day cleanse.
Rushing into the bloodstream; every cell of my body feels its effect…
Life is changing. Life is impermanent.
I know this. But I don’t know what to expect. I feel it changing like sugar rushing through my blood. It’s changing and I feel it but I don’t know what will happen. I don’t know what’s coming next…
I am not afraid of change. I welcome it.
Only because I don’t know what the change is…
Oh everything will be fine! (They say).
No shit. I know that. And still…
And I sit with it.
Mind tries to analyze and determine a course of action.
Mind wants to do the right thing.
Mind wonders what others think.
…and I invite it to tea.